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My Two Instant Thoughts

When small things crush me, this is what I immediately think: I’m simply not meant for happiness & Why do X & Y never have any failures like mine?; they don’t work hard at all and things go well for … Continue reading

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With Tears…Again.

I wish there could be a week in which I wouldn’t cry, a week in which I could only feel happiness. In fact, I don’t even want happiness, I just don’t want to feel any despair or anger. I want … Continue reading

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Some Reasons of Why I Write

I write because I’ve always liked it. It doesn’t matter in what language I do it. I love Spanish and its words, but I love words more than any language. So now I write in English because it reaches more people; … Continue reading

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Sentimiento

It’s not a complex feeling as I’d like to pretend; it’s clear, simple, and unwanted. It’s sadness stained with a bit of joy (how I wish it could be the opposite). It’s only sadness disguised by the brightness of the … Continue reading

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Tired, Renewed and Loved

    There are days when I’m tired…tired of tiredness, tired of people, tired of Silvia trying to understand people, tired of thinking that people mean well. Am I as selfish as I think some people around me behave? Probably! … Continue reading

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A Depressed Catholic is Not a Bad Catholic

It is OK to be on antidepressants. It is OK to be a Catholic on antidepressants. I’ve suffered from major depression many times in my life. I also suffer from anxiety, and every year I get very bad Seasonal Affective … Continue reading

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Once I am There…At Daily Mass

It is always worth it, no matter how hard it feels sometimes. It is always inspiring, even in the darkest and grayest days. It always strengthens me and consoles me. It makes me feel blessed and I smile…my tears are … Continue reading

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