Tag Archives: seasonal affective disorder

My Mornigs at the Bus Stop This Fall

I wake up in the darkness, and I feel like I’m dying. I just want to die, go back to bed and never wake up. I wish I could take my Munequito with me and go as far away as … Continue reading

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Thirsty of Peace & Starving Of Light

I’m thirsty of peace, and starving of light.   My heart feels uneasy, with a longing for rest and quiet, for a peace than sometimes seems unreachable.   But my starving soul tempts me every day and advises me to … Continue reading

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It’s Easier

Yesterday, I was sitting outside the Art Gallery at 9:10 pm. It was dark, but not too cold. I was waiting to be picked up by my Muñequito because my class ended early. So I was there…sitting on a cement … Continue reading

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It Will Be Summer, But Then, Fall Again!

This year, I’m afraid of summer. I’ve never had this feeling before, and it scares me. I’m usually happy when spring arrives. Who doesn’t the love cherry blossoms? I don’t even like birds, yet I love hearing them communicate in … Continue reading

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Crying Over Small Things

There are days when small things are huge. On Saturday, I cried because I ordered a bad chai latte. I cried because the coconut milk I chose made my drink watery. On Sunday morning, I realised I’ve started taking my … Continue reading

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A Depressed Catholic is Not a Bad Catholic

It is OK to be on antidepressants. It is OK to be a Catholic on antidepressants. I’ve suffered from major depression many times in my life. I also suffer from anxiety, and every year I get very bad Seasonal Affective … Continue reading

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The Harvest Of Your Love

Early in the morning, with the shining darkness I open my eyes to check on the crop: it breaths, it’s warm, it’s so beautiful that I feel guilty to water it so early.   During the day, with a blanket … Continue reading

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