Tag Archives: SAD

Rebraining My Brain

I need to rewire my brain, that’s the conclusion Lindsey (my counsellor) and I reached after my last session. I don’t like saying rewiring, so I made up the term rebrainig (which is not really a word, but I’ve decided to use … Continue reading

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It’s Easier

Yesterday, I was sitting outside the Art Gallery at 9:10 pm. It was dark, but not too cold. I was waiting to be picked up by my Muñequito because my class ended early. So I was there…sitting on a cement … Continue reading

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It Will Be Summer, But Then, Fall Again!

This year, I’m afraid of summer. I’ve never had this feeling before, and it scares me. I’m usually happy when spring arrives. Who doesn’t the love cherry blossoms? I don’t even like birds, yet I love hearing them communicate in … Continue reading

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Crying Over Small Things

There are days when small things are huge. On Saturday, I cried because I ordered a bad chai latte. I cried because the coconut milk I chose made my drink watery. On Sunday morning, I realised I’ve started taking my … Continue reading

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A Depressed Catholic is Not a Bad Catholic

It is OK to be on antidepressants. It is OK to be a Catholic on antidepressants. I’ve suffered from major depression many times in my life. I also suffer from anxiety, and every year I get very bad Seasonal Affective … Continue reading

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The Harvest Of Your Love

Early in the morning, with the shining darkness I open my eyes to check on the crop: it breaths, it’s warm, it’s so beautiful that I feel guilty to water it so early.   During the day, with a blanket … Continue reading

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Believing My Words

I know it’s coming, but I don’t see it yet, so it’s hard go on.   Yes, I’ve seen it and experienced it, but every morning is so hard. It feels like everything I do, I do it so I … Continue reading

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