Tag Archives: disappointment

Rebraining My Brain

I need to rewire my brain, that’s the conclusion Lindsey (my counsellor) and I reached after my last session. I don’t like saying rewiring, so I made up the term rebrainig (which is not really a word, but I’ve decided to use … Continue reading

Posted in Life, Non fiction, So you can know me | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

My Two Instant Thoughts

When small things crush me, this is what I immediately think: I’m simply not meant for happiness & Why do X & Y never have any failures like mine?; they don’t work hard at all and things go well for … Continue reading

Posted in Life, Non fiction, So you can know me | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

With Tears…Again.

I wish there could be a week in which I wouldn’t cry, a week in which I could only feel happiness. In fact, I don’t even want happiness, I just don’t want to feel any despair or anger. I want … Continue reading

Posted in Poetry, So you can know me | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Whitin Hours

It’s never good when you feel people have disappointed you in one way or another.  I used to get quite upset about that, but recently, I realised that when I feel like someone has deeply disappointment me, something wonderful happens within hours. … Continue reading

Posted in Life, Non fiction, So you can know me | Tagged , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Yes, I am Loved

I’ve been sad for many reasons. One of them (and it’s not really the main one) is that I feel that I’m not really loved in my new home. Now, I know this is a lie. I know people love … Continue reading

Posted in Life, Non fiction, So you can know me | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

When I Wasn’t Woman of Colour Enough

I’m a woman of colour (here you can read how I happened to discover that). However, a while ago, in a feminist organization I defended a white person. Well, that was the end of my involvement in that organization. Back … Continue reading

Posted in Life, Non fiction, So you can know me | Tagged , , , , , , , , , | 4 Comments

Truthful Adverbs

Ironically, I cannot be indifferent to indifference. Because it’s not what I am,  because I wasn’t raised to accept and understand such things, because I refuse to believe that’s the only way.   Ideally, I wish I could love and … Continue reading

Posted in Poetry, So you can know me | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment