It’s not a complex feeling as I’d like to pretend;
it’s clear,
and unwanted.

It’s sadness stained with a bit of joy
(how I wish it could be the opposite).
It’s only sadness disguised by the brightness of the blue sky
a knot in my throat which feels good because I’m surrounded by true and honest love.

And I want everything to be over,
I want to close my eyes and run,
escape to a far away place.
Or, if possible, go back in time
to a period when everything was better,
when happiness existed,
or when maybe I was too innocent to understand otherwise.

I can’t eat
or honestly, smile.
And I know it’s selfish,
because I should focus on loving those around me.

I’m sad, exhausted with sadness.

About silviaeningles

I’m Silvia and these are some interesting things about me: I was born in Puebla, a beautiful city in central Mexico. It is an old city, founded in 1531 I live in Vancouver, British Columbia in Canada I have a blog in Spanish that you’re welcome to read ( I love hummingbirds, tea and Mexican candy I really enjoy when readers write and comment on my posts I love writing, and I really enjoy poetry (reading aloud my favourite poems always makes me happy)
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2 Responses to Sentimiento

  1. dtdeedge says:

    it is both tragic,
    and glorious
    that these thoughts permeate all of us

    Liked by 1 person

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