For over five years I’ve tried
I’ve renounced to flavours and sounds
I’ve given up everything and sacrificed even more
I’ve cried, I’ve wanted to die.
All these so I could have a feeling of belonging
To hope that one day I could be myself, like I used to be.
I’ve gained nothing but unhappiness,
My salted and anxious mind can never rest.
I’ve accomplished nothing but sadness,
My mute body screams for that musical soul I used to love.
I’ve done nothing but ignore myself
My mind is lost and confused…I don’t know what to do next.
But I know you’ll hug me tonight
And that’s enough for keep trying